Alone again
Posted by Gypsy on Apr 15, 2007
Andy and I broke up. Might as well put it out there. It’s nothing he did, it’s just that I need some time to sort things out for myself. I jumped straight from Jeremy to him and haven’t taken any time in the last four years to think about what I want out of my life. He’s an amazing guy and we are staying friends, but I just need a chance to be a little selfish and think about my own future for a little bit. Which is hard for me because I tend to concern myself too much with other people’s feelings and not enough with my own and that’s just not fair to me. So now it’s out there. I’m sure there are more than a few people who will hate me for this, but that’s something I’m just going to have to live with.
He was too old for you anyway. Have fun on your vacation.
I think this is a good thing for you both. You were always honest from him from the beginning that you weren’t in it for the long-haul. He needs someone that can give him 100% and you need time to give yourself 100%.
Who on Earth would hate you for being honest? We already aren’t a few people’s favorites in Barstow ;)
I told you from the beginning, I would always support you, no matter the choices you make…. Whether every body hates you or not for the choice that you made, doesnt matter. This relationship that we, *we* Christina and Andy, just felt like emphasizing that for every one out there, It was us your decision has nothing to do with them. If they like you or not because of this, this should not be anything that they base an opinion on. I respect you enough to understand your needs and desires. I also will continue to be your friend because I love you, and you were the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life. I would rather have you in my life as a friend that not have you at all. With that being said, Christina I do still love you more than anything in the world that will never change. The only thing that does change is now we are just friends. I love you
-Andy